All I had wanted was freedom, abundance, happiness to be what I really was, and to become all that I could become
Instead, I became Sir Fake... A domesticated, socially conditioned, socially programmed person.
And so every day the sun shone, having no alternative, on nothing really new.
For the longest time, it was the same shit different day, different flies.
You know what I mean?
Everyday the same drama, same money issues, same mental and emotional struggles, same old stubborn subconscious blocks and limitations, same spiritual crisis, same "return-to-the-old-bad-patterns" despite the latest-greatest-uplifting-book-or-seminar, same old fears and worries and resistance, same insecurities and self-worth doubts, same "what will people say or think about me" useless turmoil, same quest for meaning, same weary confusion and frustrations...
Yes, yes. I know you know the drill. Same shit, different day, different flies.
That was then.
But now the sun shines on something new every day!